Disappointments, and promises yet to be fulfilled
In the past, I struggled with a lie about Gods Character-that He essentially dangled a carrot in front of me, I got excited and reached out for it, only to have it taken away. I came to realize that I allowed the trauma and pain I went through, to accuse God in my heart of not being who He said He was. I let my circumstances speak louder to my heart than the truth. I let circumstances and what I felt, tell me who God was- instead of telling my circumstances and feelings who He was. I had to learn how to separate the facts of what happened and not attach a lie to it. This is how lies start to form- we go through something and instead of just letting it be a fact (this thing happened)… the enemy will whisper a lie to go along with it. Often times- these lies can creep back in. And so this morning, I had a situation come up that brought this out again in my heart.. I said “, Lord, I’ve been believing your promises, standing faithful, and setting my gaze on you. And I see….. NOTHING. ...